kim[bur]lee

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 05:50:03 GMT

my life is so dull now.
why can't have fun...i wish i could just relax and be my old self again.

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 04:45:48 GMT

i think god is punishing me for having Premarital sex by giving me the worse cramps ever!

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 23:01:57 GMT

9 months tonight :]

<3

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 05:53:06 GMT

my mom comes back tomorrow.
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i miss brian she said he grew so much in two weeks i can't wait to hold him

daniel has stayed with me for the pass two weeks and now im sad that he will go home, its weird sleeping in your bed without the person you love. Some days become quite hard with daniel and i, but no matter how much we fight and how much butt hurt i get i know that at the end of the night everything will be okay we will say our i love yous and just go to sleep peacefully.
i can't wait for the day we move out and start our life together. its crazy how we met but i glad we did, life has been so amazing since he came into it. he knows how to make me laugh and cry and smile and love. aahhh he is here okay byee.

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Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:02:01 GMT

my mom is sitting at the airport waiting for her 12 o'clock flight to Peru.
i miss her already, last time she left i was okay with it since i never really was home but now that i don't go out its le gay.

so last night we went to Beverly Hills to some weird ass restaurant for his sisters surprise birthday party, that was fun but we could only stay for a little bit because of the art show.
its weird im cool with all his sisters and family minus one of them. she hates me for no reason.
i wish i had done something for her to dislike me but i didn't and it sucks cause whenever she is around it just becomes weird in the room like you can tell she doesn't like me. but i mean ohh well too each their own i guess. she will have to get used to me since i don't plan on ever leaving daniel.

daniel's art show was last night, sooo many people came it was lots of fun but super cold.
i put a picture of my grandpa in his piece.
Randy, Hex, Tim, and Alex went i haven't seen them in forever and later in the night Gus showed up with his girlfriend.
mmm so did Samantha, hella random it felt like all of downey was in Lil Tokyo.

i woke up and wanted to cry, i miss my mom so much.
i couldn't go to airport since the car was full plus i would of ended up crying and i didnt want to let her leave with me like that.

i have pictures from last night i will post in a later post.
byee

say ello to my little friendddd

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 02:38:11 GMT

i got the macbook.
:]

time for dinner
byeee

mmmm wow

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 05:50:29 GMT

so my car got towed away last night at some bar :[
so did my brothers. stupid Long Beach PD.
it cost us each 215 to get it out gaayyyy.
i saw super sad and daniel wasn't helping by any means.
it was just a bad night.
i took two xanax and was waaayyyy pilled out till like this morning, i should remember to read the directions next time.

but on some other good newssss look what im getting tomorrow.

:] i still dont know if i should get the 1gb or 2gb.
&&& im getting a new shih tzu puppy tomorrow, he is cute and black.

hi

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 23:13:46 GMT

geezzz its been forever since i've updated.
life has been really good for me as of late.
i really don't have anything to complain about.

i can't believe this year is almost over! it's been such a good year for me. i have calmed down and become a new person. i saw who my true friends were and those who weren't.
i have a wonderful boyfriend who makes me oh so happy. i can't wait to see where this next year takes up.
Brian is getting so big now, i look at pictures of him from when he was born and my gosh it doesn't look like him. he is so healthy and is just like my mom, its funny. he is all sanchez, i see nothing of roger just his hair, lol.

i am done with my christmas shopping :] i got everyone pretty amazing gifts.

my job is going great i love my department, i don't dread going to work every morning.

i shall post new pictures soon.
i need photoshop for my pc....any one have it?

well thats it for now, i have to finish wrapping my stuff.

peace and love everyone.

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:37:14 GMT

i can't believe prop 8 passed.

whats wrong with people :[

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:53:41 GMT

Yay for voting!

The voting place was right next to my house so i went before work.
There were no lines!

Everyone don't forget to vote!
If you don't well don't complain about our country.

bad girlfriend :[

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 22:28:23 GMT

i've been sooo stressed out lately and i feel horrible because i take it out on daniel.

he does nothing but be wonderful to me and i'm just a bitch.

mmm i need to get out of this rut, i just don't really know how.

:/

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 22:52:17 GMT

Tomorrow is going to be one of the most important days of my life.

Everything might change. Idk if its for the good or the bad.

:/

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:46:43 GMT

ew i just threw up and i feel like throwing up again

im sleepy goodnight.

:[

happy birthday kimberly you're now 21.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 16:55:19 GMT

i was told by my co-workers that my tits were going to fall to my knees the second i turned 21, what they don't know is that they are already there bahahahhahaa.

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday lil owl head
happy birthday to me.

i cried so much yesterday at room 342, there was just so much on m y mind it wasn't that fun and to top it off that slut came.
i wanted to hit her the second i saw her, like run and dive in the air and ATTACK! lol

tonight were all going to Oktoberfest. i hope its fun, idk about this birthday its weird being 21 now.

i miss my bestfriend, till this day i try to think of what i did wrong that made me lose this friendship.
i know people change and grow older and apart but it sucks and i miss it.
hmmm.

well i must shower now and acted surprised when i get my gifts, thanks to my aunt i know them all.
im so bad at waiting.

FUCK SLUTS!
i hope her vagina rots off and her tits catch on fire. lol

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday KIMBERLYYYYYYYYYY
happy birthday to me.

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 01:41:47 GMT

this year is soo different than last year, i think back to where i was a year ago and fuck i was too wild.
i'm like a grandma now, i never go out, i don't drink or do drugs just work, hang out at home and with daniel and his friends.
idk how i feel about turning 21 i was really excited about it months ago but now im just sad this birthday is soooo not like the one i thought i would have had.
so many things have changed from January I hang out with different people and i see people differently now, see life differently. i have gone through a change, im not sure how i feel about this change yet. i'm glad i have daniel in my life and glad that Xochi and i are close again.
she is coming down soon to see brian and for my birthday.
i guess i do have something to look forward to Oktoberfest!!!! AHHHHH.

now i have to go and clean.
byee.

come to my bbq tomorrow!!!!

baby

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 01:15:38 GMT

brian has been home now for three days he is the chillest baby ever. he doesn't cry just lays there looking at everything.
im about to feed him and change him, while my mom takes a nap.

my birthday is almost here i can't wait.
were having a bbq on the 20th for daniel and i since our birthday just a few days apart.
i can't wait!

i can't believe i can actually love someone as much as i love daniel.
he makes everything okay, i can't even stay mad at him. :]

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:00:24 GMT

my heart broke a little today.

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 03:59:37 GMT

i sometimes get the urge to cry, like right now.
everything has changed, i feel useless.

pity party for one.

i should post a real entry one day.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 16:57:34 GMT

my mom had her baby yesterday at 12:16 in the afternoon.
he is so cute and healthy. the doctors said he is doing better than they thought he would.
he will be staying in the hospital for about 4 weeks or so, or until they think he is big enough.
they named him brian roger guevara and he weight 3 lb 10 oz and he is 15 in.
his fingers are sooooo long as are his toes! ugghh its so weird but im so happy.

the other baby had to get cremated since he lived pass the 26th week they named him angel sergio guevara. they didnt get to see him cause he didnt look like a baby anymore.
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i'll post pictures later.

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 21:47:17 GMT

you're two years too late mister.
guys are so dumb.
girls too.
whatever.

i can't wait for tomorrow.
:]

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 23:49:32 GMT

my mom lost one of her babies.
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she might have the other one like pretty soon.

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 02:26:47 GMT

i feel like throwing up. :[

im going to universal studios with daniel on saturday! im excited i havent been there in forever.

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:23:52 GMT

sooo its two months now since daniel asked me out and three months from when i started to talk to him as a friend, and well it feels so weird cause i sometimes think to myself like damn it feels like ive known him forever and yet i havent.
i fell for him and im still falling for him every single day.
i love him.
i go to sleep thinking of him and wake up thinking of him.
everyday is wonderful. okay well not everyday but still i cant think of a time where ive been just so mad at him that i wouldnt want to be with him. i can get mad but it will pass within a second.
my brother likes him for me so that just makes everything so much better.

i was afraid to meet his mom and dad but mostly his mom, since ive never really met any parent. like i could of but no one was ever important enough for me to meet their parents or family, but with daniel i wanted to. idk it feels so right with him.
:]

my mom is now 6 months pregnant and well idk if one of the babies is going to make it. he is still alive but isnt growing at all. only god knows. i pray for him and the other baby every night and for my mom as well. she has gotten so big its crazy. i would of never thought in a million years i would see my mom pregnant. it still shocks me to this day.
ohhh and my cousin had her baby its sooo cute.

i really dont know what else to talk about, hmmm...i dont really go out anymore and i cant remember the last time i drank. i work almost every single day and my boss just quit :[
im tan and i feel super sick right now.
idkk thats it.
ily byee.

Tue, 27 May 2008 05:22:18 GMT

:[

i can't poop :[

Mon, 19 May 2008 01:42:27 GMT

my mom started having contractions last night.
she is going back to the hospital right now because they started again.
they told her the babies have to stay in for another 8 weeks.
please pray for her.
she is only 20 weeks so its too soon for them to come out.