my life is so dull now.
why can't have fun...i wish i could just relax and be my old self again.

i think god is punishing me for having Premarital sex by giving me the worse cramps ever!

9 months tonight :]

<3

my mom comes back tomorrow.
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i miss brian she said he grew so much in two weeks i can't wait to hold him

daniel has stayed with me for the pass two weeks and now im sad that he will go home, its weird sleeping in your bed without the person you love. Some days become quite hard with daniel and i, but no matter how much we fight and how much butt hurt i get i know that at the end of the night everything will be okay we will say our i love yous and just go to sleep peacefully.
i can't wait for the day we move out and start our life together. its crazy how we met but i glad we did, life has been so amazing since he came into it. he knows how to make me laugh and cry and smile and love. aahhh he is here okay byee.

my mom is sitting at the airport waiting for her 12 o'clock flight to Peru.
i miss her already, last time she left i was okay with it since i never really was home but now that i don't go out its le gay.

so last night we went to Beverly Hills to some weird ass restaurant for his sisters surprise birthday party, that was fun but we could only stay for a little bit because of the art show.
its weird im cool with all his sisters and family minus one of them. she hates me for no reason.
i wish i had done something for her to dislike me but i didn't and it sucks cause whenever she is around it just becomes weird in the room like you can tell she doesn't like me. but i mean ohh well too each their own i guess. she will have to get used to me since i don't plan on ever leaving daniel.

daniel's art show was last night, sooo many people came it was lots of fun but super cold.
i put a picture of my grandpa in his piece.
Randy, Hex, Tim, and Alex went i haven't seen them in forever and later in the night Gus showed up with his girlfriend.
mmm so did Samantha, hella random it felt like all of downey was in Lil Tokyo.

i woke up and wanted to cry, i miss my mom so much.
i couldn't go to airport since the car was full plus i would of ended up crying and i didnt want to let her leave with me like that.

i have pictures from last night i will post in a later post.
byee

i got the macbook.
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time for dinner
byeee

so my car got towed away last night at some bar :[
so did my brothers. stupid Long Beach PD.
it cost us each 215 to get it out gaayyyy.
i saw super sad and daniel wasn't helping by any means.
it was just a bad night.
i took two xanax and was waaayyyy pilled out till like this morning, i should remember to read the directions next time.


but on some other good newssss look what im getting tomorrow.




:] i still dont know if i should get the 1gb or 2gb.
&&& im getting a new shih tzu puppy tomorrow, he is cute and black.

geezzz its been forever since i've updated.
life has been really good for me as of late.
i really don't have anything to complain about.

i can't believe this year is almost over! it's been such a good year for me. i have calmed down and become a new person. i saw who my true friends were and those who weren't.
i have a wonderful boyfriend who makes me oh so happy. i can't wait to see where this next year takes up.
Brian is getting so big now, i look at pictures of him from when he was born and my gosh it doesn't look like him. he is so healthy and is just like my mom, its funny. he is all sanchez, i see nothing of roger just his hair, lol.

i am done with my christmas shopping :] i got everyone pretty amazing gifts.

my job is going great i love my department, i don't dread going to work every morning.

i shall post new pictures soon.
i need photoshop for my pc....any one have it?


well thats it for now, i have to finish wrapping my stuff.

peace and love everyone.

i can't believe prop 8 passed.

whats wrong with people :[